Monday, November 18, 2013

Full hands, happy heart, closed book. The goodbye post.

This will be the last post on this blog. 

The truth is that I have other digital assets kept more up to date. This blog was started many years ago when most people reading it probably knew me as Josue Habana (Second Life Avatar name).

Life has changed so much since I started writing here and I hardly recognise the individual who began this blog. I'm now a Father of 3, a husband and a business man. 

Life has changed my schedule and love has changed my heart.

I've used this as a sounding board and as somewhere to process feelings at time. I've been guilty (years ago) of using it as a weapon at times. It was juvenile behaviour and, as I said, I don't even recognise the guy who did that anymore.

Very few people who read this blog would recognise me these days. The exceptions, of course, being my real world family and friends. But I've evolved in so many ways in recent years. I've shaken off the bitterness and hatred that polluted my attitude. I've shaken off the self-pitying side of myself that I used to blame on the passing of my parents. The truth is, my Mother would have been mortified to think I got so down and out about what she considered a natural part of life.

I'm not proud of some of my past behaviours. But I'm incredibly proud of what my life has become and I feel blessed to have the love of so many beautiful friends and family. 

Thanks for reading, the handful of you that do. Merry Christmas =)